In 99 days .....

In 99 days ......

I walk down Lake Michigan and marry my very best friend. 

You've always envisioned your day to be this Amazing day that no other will compare too. 

I've become so stressed over everything surrounding this day. 

People getting there. 

How the day will work out.

The trip up there.

My dress. 

My hair.

The guys tux. 

The girls dresses & hair. 

My weight. 

How our pictures will look. 

What I'll look like in our pictures.

The honeymoon. 

Paying off the vender, the photographer, the cake, the flowers, the invites, the wedding bands.

I honestly would've been less stressed out if we just flew to Vegas. (honest).

It is, what it is. 

People have been paid and things are rolling so, it's kind of to late for that. 

I've got 99 days to make this happen. 

99 days to look and feel the best I can on our wedding day. 

Everyday counts. 

everyday is another day to step in the right direction and make better choices. 

I haven't been to the gym in a few days and when I do go, I have to dig deep just to make it  through a crappy hour workout it feels like. 

I have to learn not to be so hard on myself. 

Just because I didn't burn 800 calories doesn't mean my workout sucked. 

It's better than sitting on the couch right?

It's the moments like this morning that make me feel sad. Last year before our Vacation I weighed 177lbs. This morning I step on the scale and this is what I saw.

Not cute. 

But it's the moments like this that show me, my hard work it paying off. 

 

 My entire outfit is too big.



So, Ill stick to drinking my Voss water with fresh strawberries and lemon.. in hopes of dropping at least 28 lbs by my wedding date July 26th, 2014. I have 99 days to make shit happen.

I love coming home to these after working 18 hours.

He still makes my heart happy.

I have this super cute dress picked out for Easter so let's hope I rock that shit.

I'm preparing an Easter cake for Easter dinner at my soon to be MIL house.

I'll post some Pictures Tuesdayish.


I hope everyone has a fabulous Easter weekend.

I look forward to seeing their faces when they find their Easter baskets and do their Easter egg hunt at Nana's this weekend.


A few nights ago we Egged a neighbor, our kids loved it. I love paying it forward.

Thank you pinterest for the wonderful Idea.

Until next time,
Nichole